U\u00e7urumun k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda duruyorum. Ka\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr buraday\u0131m ve daha ne kadar b\u00f6yle k\u0131m\u0131ldamadan duraca\u011f\u0131m bilmiyorum. Sa\u011fa sola bakmam\u0131n bile ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n kontrol\u00fcnde olmas\u0131 ne tuhaf. Bir ses duydum evet galiba yeniden ba\u015fl\u0131yoruz. Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7evirip sonu g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen dev kayal\u0131klara bak\u0131yorum. Buradan kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7ebilmemin yollar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131ca g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7iriyorum. T\u00fcm yollar\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131ca analiz edip en uygununu buluyorum; en mant\u0131kl\u0131s\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya bir halat atmak. H\u0131zl\u0131 olmal\u0131y\u0131m, bu g\u00f6rev s\u00fcreyle yar\u0131\u015fan ama ayn\u0131 zamanda bazen g\u00fcnlerce hareket etmeden \u00f6ylece bekledi\u011fim \u00f6r\u00fcmcek a\u011f\u0131 bir durum. Halat ilk denememde kar\u015f\u0131ya ula\u015fmad\u0131, neredeyse u\u00e7urumdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordum. \u0130kincide kar\u015f\u0131daki a\u011faca takmay\u0131 ba\u015far\u0131yorum. Bir iki sa\u011flaml\u0131k kontrol\u00fc yapt\u0131ktan sonra halat\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ca kavray\u0131p kendimi bo\u015flu\u011fa b\u0131rak\u0131yorum. R\u00fczg\u00e2r y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yal\u0131yor her taraf simsiyah, sert bir \u015fekilde kar\u015f\u0131ya \u00e7arpt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bitmesine seviniyorum. G\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7\u0131p yukar\u0131 bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda t\u0131rmanmam gereken mesafeyi hesapl\u0131yorum. Ellerimin uyu\u015fuklu\u011fu ile halat\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p b\u0131rakmamak aras\u0131nda verdi\u011fim k\u0131sa s\u00fcreli bir m\u00fccadele sonras\u0131nda daha da s\u0131karak t\u00fcm g\u00fcc\u00fcmle yukar\u0131 do\u011fru t\u0131rman\u0131yorum. Yukar\u0131 vard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kar ya\u011fmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor yeni g\u00f6revi hemen almam gerek. \u00d6n\u00fcmde bir orman o kadar ye\u015fil ve s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131k ki buray\u0131 a\u015fmak kolay olmayacak. Ne kadar s\u00fcrem kald\u0131 acaba? Odaklan!! Son h\u0131zla dal\u0131yorum a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n aras\u0131na; baz\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n \u00fczerinde k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck meyveler var onlara bakarak ko\u015farken birden kula\u011f\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131nda keskin bir v\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 duyuyorum. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir ok sol ka\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7ok yak\u0131n\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ip arkamdaki a\u011faca saplan\u0131yor. Ucuz atlatt\u0131m. Biraz yava\u015flay\u0131p a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 kendime siper ederek ilerliyorum. Etrafta nereden geldi\u011fini g\u00f6remedi\u011fim oklar havada \u0131sl\u0131klar \u00e7alarak u\u00e7u\u015fuyor. Yolun sonras\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcnerek ileride bir ma\u011faraya ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ya\u011fmur indiriyor birden. Siper al\u0131p etrafta tehlike var m\u0131 diye bakt\u0131ktan sonra usulca ma\u011faraya s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum. \u0130\u00e7erisi karanl\u0131k ve so\u011fuk k\u0131yafetlerim de\u011fi\u015fiyor. Kafamdaki lambal\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131k ile etrafa bak\u0131yorum. Bir tehlike g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyor. O da ne sol yan\u0131mdan g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir darbe ile yere y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yorum. Yere y\u0131\u011f\u0131lmadan \u00f6nce son g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm kafas\u0131n\u0131 tam tur d\u00f6nd\u00fcrebilen nefret k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6zleri olan g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm en d\u00fcnya d\u0131\u015f\u0131 varl\u0131k oldu. Garip hi\u00e7bir ac\u0131 hissetmiyorum. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda karanl\u0131k da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Elimde nerden geldi\u011fini anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir sopa ile k\u00f6\u015fede beni g\u00f6zleyen canavara sall\u0131yorum. T\u00fcm bedeni g\u00f6zlerindeki k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fcp un ufak oluyor. Ad\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131 h\u0131zland\u0131r\u0131p ma\u011faran\u0131n di\u011fer ucuna do\u011fru adeta ko\u015fuyorum. Birden hareketsiz kal\u0131yorum. Yine bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m dahil hi\u00e7bir yerimi oynatam\u0131yorum. Bir kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor ard\u0131ndan ayn\u0131 sesi duyuyorum donup kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m zamanlardan hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m. Yeniden devam edene kadar oyunun bitti\u011fine i\u015faret bu ses.
\n-Ali kapat art\u0131k \u015fu bilgisayar\u0131 yemek haz\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
U\u00e7urumun k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda duruyorum. Ka\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr buraday\u0131m ve daha ne kadar b\u00f6yle k\u0131m\u0131ldamadan duraca\u011f\u0131m bilmiyorum. Sa\u011fa sola bakmam\u0131n bile ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n kontrol\u00fcnde olmas\u0131 ne tuhaf. Bir ses duydum evet galiba yeniden ba\u015fl\u0131yoruz. Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7evirip sonu g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen ...<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[57],"tags":[20],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arzukupsar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/119"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arzukupsar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arzukupsar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arzukupsar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arzukupsar.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=119"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/arzukupsar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/119\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":121,"href":"https:\/\/arzukupsar.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/119\/revisions\/121"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arzukupsar.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=119"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arzukupsar.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=119"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arzukupsar.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=119"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}